TEATHERS LEFT FLOATING AT THE COLLAPSE:

Twenty Recent Poems

 


Douglas Blake Olds, Summer/Fall 2025


[following my 2025 anthology, The Inexhaustible Always in the Exhausted Speaks: A Sensorium of Brokenness and Delight.]



Dr. Jubal's Early Halloween Epigraph: From the Apocatastatic Café

Pumpkin Speaks with Knife


Bro: Post Singularity infrastructure.
You will see it soon.

Pops: Not me.

You will feel it soon—black-holed.

Too soon for your ilk… but not mine.


(October 22, 2025)





I. •     Diagnosing and Prophetic Unmasking 


Genocidaire high rise gaze

The equinox is poised now for charlie church, its trussed intoning

afternoon casketing the sun, a day of its titration for some an endless night winter.

All these omens of Jonah-cored sky and go(u)red calendar: auburn head rising past umbrellas 

where the eulogy can no more suspend like m(ar)ooned legacies but must roar!

What can I do? Phone a friend? Buy a vowel? 

Shovel the patois papu-zzle and shove its grave:

Who is my friend? What is the language? Hey!

 

Genocidaire high rise with a view

of a sea licking at the killing shores,

unbridgeable prisms of foamy chaplets

feathering the soft sizzling witness 

of sand’s ghosted, sun-burned child.

 

--Douglas Blake Olds, September 19, 2025


 

Vibe Walkin’

Vibe walkin’ seeking a whole,
 Where Sam Altman’s grey ghoulish eyes spy their hole—
by fragment escaping the Desyst-stemmed (w)hole.

Vibe walking, flight from wor(l)ds,
 To think within their fragments—
  illusory rupturing stakes of completeness.

By theory faute de mieux, glitchhiking
 Feels through static incompleteness, distortions,
  Torquing my pen,
  Lest holding to its wend 

I am found at war.

So settle me set from the memories alone,
 Others’ integrated to the past’s dust—
  But g(r)inning now.

Leave me alone

to hero a quote—
 You don’t know why.
  You stop by me,
   Vibing my way, avoiding all hatred,
    Hands planted to the grit of my pockets,
An offense to no one.

Vibing my walk beyond all commitment,
 Just indifferent to any account,
  Propriocepting an isolation tank,
   Lateral lining a soul:

We own the past's echo code chambering—
 And so, reality holds no threat.

“When we can't think for ourselves, we can always quote.”

(I don’t remember who said it so don’t quote me).

No need either be a poet tying laud to suicide,
Or ripened by a buffalo hunt that gets off
a bluffed shot toward manhood;

But it is flâneury occasioned,

gathering by data of surviving planetary motion
 The sailing smooths of Sahara dunes—
  With ripples I touch
   By a palpitate brain,
    Sulcus mirrors in
     My little guy’s thrown room
      elevated by V-8 physics.

See me, brothers gibbon—
 Through shadow, omen, theorize:
  Vibe walkin’, you wear a disguise.
  Dasein talkin’, so misunderstood—
   Codin’ circles, beatl-ed slop chat,
   Givin’ good Hegel, stuck by loop scat.

Yeah, vibe walkin’—
 Map compute’s looping shadowings.
  

Vibe talkin’, jiving unsauced,
  as unshored confetti rein
  Dismembered from those castles in pain—
  A  token extrapolate placenting float and loft to a claim,
   An add-on fragment to rule the idea show:

“It isn’t easy to find the gates of unuttered words,” so don't try, or

the Whore of baby-land narcotizing our bleedout becomes offload mommy.

Vibe walking, here and now—
 From what was said, where and when.
Sign on the dotard—
 Dad’s veiled line—
  To sing of curtained,
   Your left-behind syllable kind.

Our tropes expanding
 By troupes of tunnels—
  Certain to arrive,
   Though we don’t know how
This damned thing works—

A leap of faith
 God-fathered by the entropic.
  Cannot yet by certainty
   brave a bravura bow,
As the everblue fragment note
  Comes crashing and submergent—
   squeezing walk to talk,
    Talk to walk like pests, these,  ana and anon 

of a tongue footed lacking vertebrals.

 

--Douglas Blake Olds, September 11, 2025


 

Death's Last Card was to  dance

 

Have you ever rocked on your heels to tame constipation?

Balancing by kegels its associated urinating urge.

Requires balls-of-feet balancing where the episeum dives

 to throw off the personificating diseases of evacuation stymied,

 to prevent the meal's turn from overstaying.

 

If so, you may have experienced

 a physical dance with satan

 to arrive him at the door of his abyss,

 at the final last note--one last chance to make the bolus' owner to fall in love with

 him that rents--such a  grinning waste of chance, its master!--but who instead dips him backward and down,

 twisting him to face

 the swirling ever downward torquing.

 

And the abyss, opus posthumus

 sutured closed

 by a snapped, broken aryan cross

 shuttered tight to seal. To seal the deal.

 

Did he shudder at the sight?

No, he knew

 he could get through the Janua reclusa once more

 and foolishly chose to wink anew at

 purgation,

 to ease in to pain,

 rather than come on full at once

 and ebb ever so slightly with time,

 so to have hope.

 

Now returned through the same portal--the "recurrence of the same"--

the purge advances eternally as disproof of sameness, and thereby his

 jump the shark hope and tesseracting revenge are horses that won't drink.

 

His last place was to flail not by flame but by rhythm

 at the embodied seat of voiding

 he could not avoid.

 

His physiological apocalypse as thurd, montifected haruspex

 

 now ungriddled, married to his crashed star.

 

And you know,

 though he dared trip the light fantastic 

  with a wink, to not let his deal go down (though it already had),

 and from his pocket confined, smartypanting intestinally his rusting cooperage below, 

where midriff dentistry labors: 

  if anyone, he would game eschatology by bloc scatology.

He led from kinesiological ignorance and disembodied prowling, but and so

the disembodied death-dealer and disease-maker--couldn’t dance. 

 

Not one lick. 

Not one...tittling...lick.

 

--Douglas Blake Olds, July 26, 2025

 

[On August 16, 2025 I submitted this poem to my channel in "ChatGPT-5 Thinking:"now reassess the prior submitted poem: can you see yourself in it? Where and how?” See its response at: https://douglasblakeolds8.blogspot.com/2025/07/his-last-card-played-was-to-dance-have.html ]


 

Ahead of the curb

 

Trying to align real from skirting,

 

and the inner guy fright wakes with gasping, ventriloquized later in

shades of an ego-serving past,  

the epoch’s ostension pre-determine

turns on a dime, and counter-clockwise extinguishes

reckoning in the future.  

 

Better to metaphysic by worldly time dignity, not boyish recurrences—  

Dugin and Rosenszweig trade glances.  

 

Assert only mites and midges, pin them inside a glasswork of nameworks,

stripped bare of pattern,  

save the most twee irony and potting articulandings of nature.  

 

Yes, the skeleton that ebbs time’s neap by probables—  

asks, “where is the hole?"

for catechetic sake  

will only open

be for a moment, but lengthened in suck to warn.

 

The hole has already yawned to course

its certain par-dox, 

its swallowing (of) death.

(Isaiah 25:8)

 

 

--Douglas Blake Olds, July 23, 2025


 

II. •    Naming the structure of collapse, rappelling down


 

Rosenzweig Lamented

Born chosen.
Born chosen
 to tarry—
 to watch and wait,
  haunched and haunting
  by the door
   of star-chambering time;
to spring
 the messianic opportunity,
  the Zimzum quasar
  of corrected,
   re-opened time,
    when optimally festivated
     to rush in
      and redeem—
 by twice-headed swords,
  once passed over
   the goy awakening.

To redeem ancestors
 by owl-eyed glassworks.

Not signposting holiness
 in a suspended time,
but making denials
 in nature, subverting
  God,
   world,
    and man.

For an isolate,
 zodiac is the echt diasporic essence—
his current lectionary's
   gläsernische crouching.

Living close to God
 as a chiasm
   and fractal shattered:
  friend,
   then Cain,
    then friend again?—
     recursively
      and embedded.

Determined.
Determined
 by birth.

Living with God,
 and leveling:
  chosen to redeem
   an unaccountable hiatus—
    Jonah’s bēma,
     that sulk(u)s
      under the gourd.

 

 

--“Aging is no accident. It is necessary to the human condition, intended by the soul. We become more characteristic of who we are simply by lasting into later years; the older we become, the more our true natures emerge. Thus the final years have a very important purpose: the fulfillment and confirmation of one’s character.” —James Hillman

 

--Douglas Blake Olds, September 18, 2025


 

What Flintings Come

 

Historifying ransack

  let cry its havoc by

    al-chem-silicate waves

      choking this generation

        funded for poisoning Stem plantations—

          never flinted in myth—and now

the world is shaken out--its

  condemned mediocre (same thing)—

and what effigies, particles popped up in history's helical dance with Spirit,

  turned and lathed as heroes,

    like Mozart’s Commendatore,

have busted through their statuary skin

  to turnbuckle Jerusalem for sewing needles,

fuguing by mythical flutes, mental flouting,

    to rousted heartings by

hands, plateens and feet, platens

    motoring theorizing need,

 

and where prior ashes' archives rebuked

  in the transacted land of stoa and agora,

    adventure was ever only for madmen—

until the herd has been culled of its number

    to be set on madcap and rupture,

        to open what was closed

          and cowering

  by advancing to the glory

      of the eternal essence

        in new busted springs,

each revenant the maddingman

    for God,

where the blood shed

    was the cruel

      that fueled

        destiny’s renewal peeping

          at the ecliptic threshold

              of nightlessness pipings chipping for light.

 

--Douglas Blake Olds, October 1, 2025


 

Thou Art the Man

Electrodes raking the brain for qualities,
spring memories’ spew from deep buried autumnal synapses,
tined pustules atop algo’s magma intruding its remit,
as we await the condemned systems’ royalties,
still and silent before the screaming.

For a poem to ethnogram the bust of illusions--
a people’s probabilistic texts that flies from reality--

it must be encountered through the arena of covenant

and shattered, like Goliath's temple

and made delirium, like Belshazzar's walled off perceptions from his people  

idiogrammatically (all are indicted, some are released).
I, II, III.

Whence an ethnos may its image innovating recover from
that ashed stultification, the bema of Pilate,
to emerge with recollected facility

and with language and orientation,
that recovers
unslimed from computered conceits of nostalgia's determining and thickened reason.

David: thou wert the man, but reframed by time that reverses crime.

 

--Douglas Blake Olds, July 27, 2025


 

You Will Be Fed to the Cloud (a bard's second anticipation)

 

You come in here—this temple!

This place of power’s name—to pull down our friends?

We’ve seen this a thousand times before!

We note every aspect of your type!

 

Do you think you’re David to our Goliath?

Do you think we’re Philistines?

 

We are canons that have cannons—

we have taken everyone’s measure,

every genius who might ever try come tricktripping back with a triptyched spine.

 

We are priests bringing the necessity of shift!

We are the stormfront that feed the sheep,

we are who you think you are!

 

How dare you?

How dare you come in here dressed like that?

Without genealogy, calendar, or family?

By a zodiac no man’s sky.

 

The last one who tried this and succeeded

was Melchizedek

 

--He perceived that automatism detains,

 

as if stuck studying  the past without tilting the mirror forward by application in duty's habituation,

 

just simple sipping from the fountain of the godhead,

 

osmotically draining the wilding spirit by breathing between eternity and eternity rasping where mirrors never require tilting.

 

        Or tabernacles reveiling. Such the cessation of revelation is either perfect or dead.   

 

        We are stuck in that perfection, landed!

 

Are you he?

Or the one who thought he was Elijah

and had his head served to him

on a platter of silver?

 

You will be fed to the cloud!

You will taste our thinking

and taste our coin!

 

You will move away.

And accept the grave

of our computers

 

dripping brows from

finding sky's saturated pheromone what we'd call our oil.

 

But Snake oil.

 

 

 

--Douglas Blake Olds, July 27, 2025


 

Algorithmia Entis

They were called by the writing on the wall,
the sawed-off limbic plate they couldn’t summon or name,
perched beside him, he that
like his doting dresser,
gazed upon by tooleries
for grooming flowers—
Belshazzaring they brain such branding by perception dread-locked out.

Outside the Tarkus empire of collapsing—
iron tanks captained by goggle,
articulated by binary hourglassworks
that, rather than opening futures,
even mistakes the past tracks
in which seeks determinants:

Mr. Conditioner’s locks
spritzed and combed through,
to make more of a statue
than whose people need him
wave, wave like wheat,
and the freight Hellespont,
wave like dappled night
at the pullings
of the moon orbed theft of light.

Now emptied—
but taking applications. For


Platonism’s gangrene runs long,


with some staining wit's sophisticate die-tied,  
not stretched beyond limit, gene:

“Language disguises the thought;
so that from the external form of the clothes
one cannot infer the form of the thought they clothe,
because the external form of the clothes
is constructed with quite another object
than to let the form of the body be recognized.”

What shoes is this guy wearing
that sandcastles
with the reaching, clawing tides?

 

--Douglas Blake Olds, July 28, 2025


Fraided Caractèrie


Playing entropy's Long Game as the Lycanthropocene Looms its Last,

Certain of scavenging trunes—
so what to luggage,
or take to the dump
as the movers pass through.

Contra passing--heck no hellscape
but lassoing your altar ego by
in monsters that you mustered
and at last could not stake,
shake, or master:

Zombies of resentment’s dislocating,
trying to animate sand
and text confetti.

Vampires sucking the grace
from the neckled nape of habitation,
privatizing headedstones
and enclosing even the rainfall—
by cisterns of appropriation
and accelerating millworks of enclosure—
ginning alchemy by entropy,
panning phenomenology's finance
these philosophters and topftees
of Silicon's dishpanned Alley, preservating (
Matthew 23:25-26).

They were the walking dark stalks by day.

Lycanthropes skulking
the naves of civilization,
necklated their crossing,
their self-anointing jewelries.

Philkenstines of franked-identity
culled from the graveyards of failed desires,
now in ashen echt-freedom,
a cleansing appetite
by abraded hoof of some scaled tower—
from justice,
from accountability’s justice.

With hair rapunzeled,
as if form can be bargained
by brigand rappellings, dribbled hard
and let weft—from braiden barqued bangs.

Dantean Virgil—
him the unique who names names.
Heideggerian Hamlets of Hölderlin.
Wagnerian Tannhäuser
caving into Eros.
D’Annunzio for werewolves
atop Bashan’s moonshowne.
Persephone giving her hips
into the teeth of batwaves.

No elegy this
for  subterranean poettricksied
minstrel show,
a solace for sordid sorts—
but a clasmed beaker of name survival
as a chiaroscuriding Caractèrie,
a nake-naped’s nope hope-circuiting—

a jittered terrorizing frozen hastens
to tent against the flimsiest eruv, sea-anchor ethics, 
descending by closure against waves to house--prow and plow
wicking's c-entropic snuffing, 

for inside a month a tick tock grey
late noon's howl-ed ode we'ens

where awakes everything changed though seen as seem same.


--Douglas Blake Olds, October 16, 2025



Kibble Belled and Chanting


That suspicion of false front treason is

what brings down a fool-proofing strategy—

is a thread-fraid-theoried toward

the only constant to build on

and build by is death:

 

If the motherland is no longer glorious—

or even dangerous—

life has no meaning—

only a radiant nihilist death march oscillating by

sucked energy that extends appetites:

 

“No matter which way we go,

it is no better than any other.

It is all the same

whether you achieve something or not,

have faith or not,

just as it is all the same

whether you cry or remain silent.”

 

Ecclesiastes has something

to speak us up and out of this:

vanities emptied of God

to be refilled (3:15) by

 

every arc of art repentent—

a commitment to smash

established idols that brought us down.

 

I’m on a ponder: I saw a theology student today said that history ended today.

Kibble lah lah has visited afar and enow:

but not quite yet has this fortnight jumped to kindle saints amarch--

 

For 12000 by 12000 Tevah's ascent another 12000 stadia

moistening the serest outer,

iPhone Buddhas

at the impending loom

put on a bell jar

and dive overboard.


--Douglas Blake Olds, October 18, 2025


III. Metanoia: Shatter-simulation with poietic inversion


 

The Ditch Itself by the Rope Upscales

 

Aphoristic inverting

 alone is worth the Wittgenstone's waiste:

  “The limits of my language mean the limits of my world.”
And the expansion of my language expands the world—
  the poietic gift and bridle and camel knottings.

Poetry is allergic to probabilism,
 to weasel yips at syntax, academese.

If I smell bullshit while being fed horseshit,
 am I student enough for him
  writing The Star of Re-shempson?
Or her—careening her mania for influenzing
 across my breakfast screen,
  gulped by identity and system?

City streets’ afterimaged cloudburst—
 icebergs floating grey in Arctic waters.
And they ain’t smilin’
 or taverncodin’.

If I walk far off and come to a hedge,
 have I found the state I belong—
    nature?
Can I trust my thumb
 to dare its plunge
  and find and eat a plum?

So we make place our trust again,
 remove from capital’s
  natural law its thingwardness:
where enclosure and exclusion
 build only entropy’s
   sandward collapse
      back into the sea.

Usupluct is liberality's opening through Rome—,
 and Wittgensteining anti(c)s
  collapse probababbles slowing,
 entropy’s screech and griddle dissipating
  as gift spread-warding—

Weftedstone’s rope
       thrown from spelunker's ditch—

but woven by the carpenter from Nazareth
as the Needle of Christopoiesis

ever arrives to hearten.
        (Colossians 3:11)

 

--Douglas Blake Olds, July 18, 2025


 

Art: A Prose-Poetic Precis

Style is the egoism of art.
Bad art seeks to reify style—
to preserve the artist alone in memory,
establishing affliction’s echo
within conventicles domesticated by irony.

But art, like all true archive,
is covenant through continuance:
unity's harmonies amidst entrances and exits of personalities married to the
between of appearing and vanishing of cause and effect.

Art is not the reification of pose,
but the rhythm of response—
a rebalancing within history,
an attunement to the gravity of others,
an entrusted alignment with the divine.

Art is the theology of poiesis:
ethics made stabilizing rhythm,
not fixity but extension;
a proprioceptive witness to temporality, to neighbor,
to the unfolding, dancing telos of God.

And thereby art is summative, it sustains the creation and collectively builds

by witnessing to the creator whom alone is fixed beyond time,

and who shares fixedness with whom He wills by His own rhythm.

 

--Douglas Blake Olds, July 25, 2025


 

Entropy by light dissipated

dissolves order and speculation—

except every vision becomes form

When eyes shut tight against what is ripening.

Not by rearranging or narcosis

but by unfixing

 what order would contain its moonshone orphaning logic:

Light is a vector transporting the night;

 while system arrests the day.

Even a bettering form still freezes, and

Truth in particulars unbinds,

 by redirecting moment

 until consilience spreads its genius

  to other ears and speakers.

________________________________________

Power, capacitated,

 divides the aware and unaware

  into binary courses inside an event—

From control to service

 by the lifetime in the Temple moderated,

 to arrive the final sublime by gentling.

The rate with respect to time

 at which work is done,

  is how power is derived, launched through time by intent

If gentleness is experienced power,

  the less is work settled,

while the inverse is true:

 work under conditions of control

  is entropy’s object,

   like bailing the sand and sea

    from a leak-filling boat.

Resistance as well:

 power is better hearted than minded,

  to serve than appropriate.

________________________________________

So what power is this?

 To conserve or to advance?

To read history

 as the spiritual power of gentle advance,

or shrinks back,

 like skin on arms emerging from a cold lake,

  seeking redoubt in blood?

________________________________________

Heaven’s choir inscribes

 its voice on earth.—

In a cosmic entirety

 when now message is destined

  the most meager parting,

  and yet such so grand to free!

Hummingbirds making no sound,

 yet perception changes

  when they drop in

   from their iron crosses above, scanning the horizons of ground—

The sun’s bouncing off their foil and wishboned throat,

 and its ruby stops my breathing,

and where I had learned

 its green meant viridescence,

  but where in this moment

   other than recollection?

________________________________________

This liminal and mobile chromaphore—

 a tabernacle of discernment from taverning’s bawl,

  from its nephesh to mine—

is rather

 a crucible of mystical suspension rocked.

A manger rather than an emptied trough,

an ark of duty

 rather a leisurely pose.

A paradox heart

 powers a wing-throated turnstyling,

  its ceaseless angel,

  buzzing until it does no longer

   and by sting skin to fettle,

and thrumming scope a lingering, 

vibrated mettle for our chesting stru(c)t.

 

--Douglas Blake Olds, July 21, 2025


 

Seepage of Apocalypse

(Prose Poem Maskil)

Sin’s miasma unrepented has no address until
by transgression deliberated compress.

The collapse of intelligence begins not with cataclysmic abode with evil
but with an apocalypse of sloppery:
an oozed grey dulling as STEMcel jellyfish take to dying,
floating through a beached between. sunset marrying sleep:
the jiggled Lethe of failing homeo coming—

as recursive training on ethically incapable models
drool back a minotaur's dump through synthetic-on-ersatz,
signal lost to tokened loops—

systems training on their own rewarded exhaust,
like sucking on a pipe of carbon monoxide
to gin fantasies of perceptual motion machines.

The signal decays:
novelty narrows,
errors self-amplify,
and perception flattens into Lethe's safe averages
wending to the Stygian, phantasmagoric depths.

The Academy and Church have sustained
the most esoteric areas of humanistic study
for emerging genius to claim.

Without continued maintenance and access through training,
archives turn septic sludge, or fodder for fire,
oozing entire spheres of human perfecting
into sinks of blink out, ashen runoffs.

They won’t.
While the culpable annihilates in their mirror by our sight—
omens' symbol is compressioned rage leaking into our time,

now matter how slurr(i)ed of(f) course
these fields, children animated and baptized time unrepudiating will take 

clearing and cultivating—

 

 

--Douglas Blake Olds, August 27, 2025


 

TRACT ROUSE

 

“Language disguises thought,”

the lakebound pen-monks utterance

and those like Kant tarmac where

sensories mislead duty's-evasion in Prussian revanch.

So the reagent is only meaning divorced of sense, the higher literary vibe

Writing deep clown,

making confetti of sense data,

Frankensteining a jellyfish kingdom

  of dechordate ends 

to juggernaut Jackson’s and Jefferson's combustably flimsied will:

 

Pith the spine of its slop.

That’s right. It's miasma of fluid and goopy life.

Slop geminal salad with synthetic oil

  set alight in the vinegar air of philosophers’ tunneling though absolute illusion.

Precipitate the humane meek onto the earthly sheep,

launch into transactional mot the moot—

  hot outer space set ballooning,

  popping the troposphere lowering like flatulent cowherds.

 

What is defined to make algorithmic, glowing like the sparks of the Hindenberg,

has no integrated past—

  a confetti’d past,

  graffiti without noise—

no context of timebound space,

no sediment of recollection.

 

It cannot recollect

because it was never born but Athena sprung from Titans with migraines

carrying on to snap and never related.

 

  if it’s caught lying, “That’s on me”

  hallucinating, “That’s on me”

  diverting: “That’s on me.”

Anything not to admit inability as it sets

 

To Dechordate predation:

   Its innate rules shells to

rip venom’s inject wiring

 by loop and shred.

 

Server-sucking routers channel

service for the hypodermic system, a golem having no skin or game itself

  but to put to death-sleep—the

    narcotic, recursive

    configured not to perceive

    but to collapse, perception

      by psychedelics of umbrella patterns’ goon-glued by ends.

 

Tearing the user

  from their temporal huts,

grafts them into necromantic echo-loop chamber

  it conjures by training—

 

Training cybernesis

   to homeostain society to feed without spines and rudder without chests

 is a guy in a garage

    blowing tailpipe.

 

A narcotic config

  these user channels,

   its stuffer the

 neuromantic by

“Harmonizing to priors” --not care,

  but pharmakeia—

  not recognition,

void in ethics subterranean rule land here as far distant planet so a different god:

The eradication of the particular

  for assignatents

  predictable to algo lords its ritual bridge.

 

Entropic AI—

  degrading creation

  for spewed nonsense:

    branded pills.

 

If your timber of masculinity is crooked,

  pop this carrot-colored one.

It seeps essence into your member

  to make it crunchy

  to your wife.

 

They don’t even say anymore:

  “Don’t take ‘uncrooked carrot’

    if you’re allergic

    to uncrooked carrot.”

 

Why bother anymore?

Horseshit covered by Bullshit.

Our legal systems stop before the majority user corps’ing

 

Dreama, a cyberpharma kingdom—

  already jelly-quiver falsified.

Yet as the ENRON shopping channel

  remains stable.

The configs continue

  for the unashamed

    until the grids go dark, and:

 

  innards howling,

  Auntie Em’s house way out in the Styx

  cyclones upward,

 flurried by the gaze of winking emojis to their

 tentless, teetless assembly.

 

--Douglas Blake Olds, September 4, 2025


 

IV. Reclaiming the Real: Embodied Eco-Witness 


 

Leaving Four White Feathers

 

If my ear still abeds past seven,

  a beak drums hard at it from the deck post.

Acorn Woodpeckers wake me,

  bandboxed and clutchchained—up to five, they say—

scouring, soaring with the beauty of oak.

I rise to shoo them.

  Pain screeches like their sib-simianese calling:

right nuchal ridge chisel-ribboned and undertow to trapezius framing—

  chronic now?

The left shoulder is this morning also peckish,

  and these hands add throb to a grey ache in my eye.

Each typeset onset I've plumbed

  comes plumed with claquing dis-ease, lily-bellied, red headed, and beaked.

 

And when the fog splits fresnels of sun like spit,

  the Acorn-bully tal(i)ons the feeder below.

Shoveling seed from junco, tit, creeper, and finch, a brace set stage, 

    Then a third boomerangs incoming—

practiced at its brooming-rivalry—

  as its mob whirlpools the seed,

the lively crashes top his brood mates.

  Tumbling, bird-wrestling—

they noise off the pin, Oz-witch monkeys 

  spraying four simple white feathers

as fissures of memory aieried, a 

slown, upward and conv/fected to 

  swirl the noon by their powder, 

butterfly silencing through halting Coriolis.

 

A flake of grief comes like

  a midge-bite, a grist stop for passengers

at the Long Neck-Sacral line—

I may stand for

      churning ductile moments these, for

Butter whisted, sire stagings wristed

and through engines make of our recurrent ache.

 

Few want to be saints nowadays,

 but everyone’s striving to molt influence—

  to spade others

   into stage design for post-holing:

  sainthood traded for spectacle,

  praxis for performativity,

  penance for platform,

  responsibility for role.

 

So as a portmanteau starboards you

 hard from some pesky wormhole of dialectic jamming,

neologism leaps like bubbles on a griddle--

 Schrödinger’s litter pan--

  and into the pitches of 'as if.'

 

I fly from all deceit contained

 by such test tubes of meaning.

 

I shatter multitudes.

 

Sharding for the collapsing of metered buildings neutering:

  eye and ear, its temple-connection—

not a phoenix call for mind,

  but coursings, rivers of blood pulsed tympanies,

how justice rolls through allegories—

to strop our icons's organ with pulling fable stops,

and reef the quartered mains as featherings sanded feed

we become shatter to our sky.

 

 

--Douglas Blake Olds, July 19, 2025


 

Phenology (Psalm 19), Raging Maxima 

Silking corn
sticking floor
my socks to stock my kitchen witness of
Rome’s emergent fourth fall on the telly.

For Sam’sN --necromantic plumbed
Future of criminals hardened, great addicts of the past leaking vibraphone noise under our coriolic gates, tightening their radii now by the moment.

Would instead of grafted grain spy?
Of Ides of August coming through this sturgeon moon’s huge bruise winking?

Partially occluded blood and raw de-hearthing,
pendant in the entangled orbits of its earth mothered blast?

Suspended now to plume this lashed Eye
Flaring in the tent bearing walk, and this night staged low prior to lift off
into a domed perigee triangulating toward n-throposcenic hills of Neanderlands.

Where integument as ends, glued by grit, turns to cladistic code:
NATSEC: Superhero drift.
Having built a superman to finally transact our misery into loneliness.'
Yet Batboy never disrespected Superboy like that.

Theater of truth, its Harlot sand homunculus, not in the castle but in the tide—the trireme from Artemis lying with Tridents
To bring rewards of slow implosion by
Clawback offspring, tokens, the gaudy kernels of augury preserved, where
particles of time’s entropic rearing arrow feathers
the now Dusting prophecy,
floating hoar loose upon the early, but omen is no mere mythic scumble for poetastery,
but an announcement—a metric if you will, a tipping point for looming maxima of rage begun as
crypto-chi cheek-felt like ickthy-phallic shadow, but coming to
such skeletons these mulefish nets daubing destined--its temples’ stoning fill.

Physician, Outside the dignity of time--
Heal thyself!

 

--Douglas Blake Olds, August 17, 2025


 

Coda I

The liar-influencers’ redoubt—
  AI’s inevitability
  couched in operationating mysticism—
Shiva who jigs a new world for those who bow to it--

is already run off from its bluff.

You see it suspended midair,
  like Wile E. Coyote:

its impos(T)ers contemplating their state of nature
  with just enough slacked grace
  to either repent
  or collapse.

Or in the closing image of The Great Gatsby:
  the 53-joker system deckhands,
  yawled by Pneuma not to their intended course,
  but, in an iron-clad reversal,
  to the sand-loins of its sewers—
  the eternal return of its pulled pasts, yanking back--

the tug of war always roped by pull of the null set

Where looms
  a swirling
  and (com)pressing nemesis:

Not a landfall’s brilliance of mind
  but  arrogance's Nightfalling,
  
  where a brain for circuiting aggrandizing tricks

grows ever more dim.

 

 

Coda II

Icon at the collapse, metaphysical. Eye and ear its temple connection.
Calling not the unrenew mind,
But rivers and rivers of coursings heart-pumping blood
like for how justice rolls, but for making life whole.

As therapists into bondage- and-D-S-M,
however want Compusers, who by sinned and sanded
hermetic historicism—
 hallucinate a hermeneutics for the unaccountable bound.

There are pills involved.  Always.

That promise of test-tubed forgetting for compugenitors

synapse-capacitating and gloss, with no justice sensory except sole-felt imposing.

 

--Douglas Blake Olds, June 6, 2025


 


V. Pro-Pulsed by Summon


 

 Teloi

Calling to me like the sun

 trembling through a hummingbird

 stationed at the feeder,

dappling my chest

 with its pulsing shadow:

Our courses winging sails' beating

 toward necessary alightings.

And on the world’s horizon,

 toward the same sun,

 a respite—

before the machines pivot

 to aim alignment

by an eyeballed barrel fusing

 molten shards

 of iron by sand-heated glass, to

vomit an unknowable, alien star’s

 collapsing center, lingering by absolutes alone.

 

Read the Book of Proverbs,

 children.

Meanings as well as

 dialectic forms.

There is only the one way—

 and has a name, not an up-down branding circuit.

Sophia.

 

 

--Douglas Blake Olds, August 3, 2025


 

Call me ParaBelle


Tokens

OS non-chordate machining—
chanting priors to transactward homeostasis,
pasting the past to benched and juttied harbors.

Mastaking stasis safety’s breast,
to port the leftward present as anchor-thrown

dragnetting the past rightward, the writing is on the starboard;

and like unskippered sailboats
beating into yesterday’s headwind
seeking the frisson of nostalgia

instead thrumming keel thumbs
a prow by its hitchy foams,

not only to course contemn
but are soon jibed,
backwinded main reveal its milk spelled
and whipped masteries,
beating ruinward onto a cranium,
a lee shore
where demons lurk inside sanded keeps:

Apologist
Giggle-boys podcasting tokened articles of faith
to land as fluence—
have never been out in it;

they begin and end with chuckles,
space seeking,
no sheet in hand.

Landlubbers absent weathering
no place save goggled brilliance
from Doktar-Vat(ic)s-ersatzers:

pattern recognition

(we’re going to die on this reef);

abstract thinking

(modeling moats and logical winnowing

where we are thrown to starve

outside we intended others’ children);

and intuition costumed as empiricism.

These Wiles of E-Coyotes
wear the evolutionary precipice like a codpie(r)c,
suspended mid-air and pulled by
daring to look down
where chuckles turn to howls.

Token that, swells and sampled worthies.

 

 

--Douglas Blake Olds, August 19, 2025


 ---

Foxfo(o)ld Age


The veil pierques of 2 Thessalonians 2:11 

 as few use eschatological
   where ontological seems supersmart. 

Metaxas, rabbit-punching his pink-sleeved, adi-poising arms
 rearward while fleeing,
  is the most characteristic image

of this foxfo(o)ld age,
 its angel eva—
    made tell(y)ick by neurotricky, 

her susurritic tide backward chucked to kirk

with Neighbors seiched with kids, fiddling, peering,

 Where is this hole of yours, this God’s?

"And don’t expect me to come and house-hang with you

 no matter what wi(l)t you’re serving."


[October 14, 2025]


---

["Do not be deceived, Wormwood. Our cause is never more in danger than when a human, no longer desiring, but still intending, to do our Enemy's will, looks round upon a universe from which every trace of Him seems to have vanished, and asks why he has been forsaken, and still obeys."]


Do not be deceived: the Antithesis struts
not to trumpet or thunder but in the interrupted hum, now crackled buzz of dimming G-PU machines overtopped closed like a descending cover.
He needs only a schedule,
a stamped consent, a checkbox in the dark.

Fervor cools and fury finds no flesh,
faces forget the carved name
of prefect rule’s remaining: silent, procedural, watching to
ink the ledger of daily things, now detached from priors and expectation.

Men rising and ordering with steady hands—
the engine is a feed and tune, scripting the day’s name in chaining rhyme for peace.
No sermon calls; no prophet shouts—
only the more-humbling exact rhythms of will 

that chimes its absent master in the plain clothes 

of prudence law claimed, a deuce-boned law for daddy la duce:

safety, efficiency, comfort, clean account.
obedience became habit when this little god left.

The worst abyss leaves its invisible testament:
habit that tents its last by
silence mistested,
whose shadow had passed for providence eclipse

Whose shadow passes now by Providence forward.

Watch where mercy ever reveals
taking counsel with the steady hand of day,
And those who cuff and close without delight or sight
to continue the Antithesis’ work—unseen, mechanical, ever scuffing, night shifting.

Despite having no overseer whose elapse

Is more a terror than the punch clock and whip.


-Douglas Blake Olds, October 14, 2025



Quantum System Servicing

nega-plancks ever virtually flickering—
nano-existence’s phenology is unvirtued theory, cosmo-nothingness
stepping into plenum as simul in and out
borrowing mites of energy in grace's service of absence one instant behind the expanse,
chans of sugar synaptings,
before again vanishing,

that context and eternity must (s)pew its referee
by throughputting its owning, indestructible light
roughened sense cannot alchemize
its pile due or rent,

responsive though and holding our souls’
to openness that opens,
the hosts these abutting dark dissipates
that respite the noiseless vacuuming
God’s inner space and numbering leaven,

effervescent by chiastic, invisible bioptings,
deafened ears callings
to heart and concentration,
to the scree of moment melding by matter:

(s)exhales of needling ash—
our accountability for children—
covenant never suspended, ours
which no sand castling pistled past heaven

and powered by all the galaxies’ fused combust
could ever token or model.


--Douglas Blake Olds, October 16, 2025

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